Ego

Bitter,
this unpleasant taste.
With courage
I carved those smiles
and push away my tears
all for you
all for you.

This unpleasant taste
feels different
unfamiliar
and hurtful.
Or maybe,
it is just an old feeling
too familiar
and hurtful.

The battle,
this is how I lose.
This is how my ego bruise.


2310 hour (11/03/10)