Come.

.

Hello.

What was the last thought that ran through your mind?
Was it anything to do with me?
Was I ever...
No matter.
I come bearing no ill feelings.
I come to tell you, that I have missed you.

That is all.

.

The Owl That Misses The Moon

The Sun bids adieu
as the moon slowly peeks
and the blanket of blue sky is replaced
with darkness
and a hint of sparkles
and more, glistening, as the hour creeps.

It is awaken, by the darkness of the night.
Its two big eyes, opened;
ready to swallow the world.
So many seen,
so many heard
but none is comparable to you.

Spreading its wings,
taking over the sky.
Sweeping the stars away
trailing a gloomy song.
Hooting for the moon,
every beautiful night.
You stupid, silly owl.


1907 hours (16/10/09)

Notes : understand.

Message in a bottle

I wrote this on a piece of paper. I rolled it, put it inside a glass bottle and shoved a cork into its mouth. I thought of sending it to you. Here goes.

"Hey there. How have you been? I'm sorry its been a while. if you noticed. I hope you're fine. I miss you So how's life? I'm doing fine. I'm doing great! Life's a bitch sometimes but we all gotta keep holding on hey? Hope you're doing great too. So if you're free, call me if you need me if you found anything worthy of telling me if you think I'm worthy of speaking to if you miss me if you still remember me, hehe take care.Love you Yours truly Sincerely, me."

You never got the letter.

It's either I sound incredibly pathetic or impossibly stupid. So, I smashed the bottle on a rock. I took the letter out and turned it to ashes.

Before the fire, I mourn the death of hopes for there to be, a you and me.

A standing ovation?

How long has it been? A week? Two? Or has it been longer than the days I've been counting down.

I never wanted to do this. I never wanted it to be this way. I never wanted to go this far. I never wanted to cry.

Alas, life isn't very kind. It is kind, though in a cruel way. Not everything we want, we can get.

Don't you see? I'm pushing you away. But nothing, do I want more, than to have you close, to be in my arms.

No, I cannot have that.

Nothing but a weak whisper, I call out for you.

You don't want me.

You don't need me.

And you're pushing me away.

Congratulations boy, you won.

The Club

A long journey we've had
crossed the angry ocean
fought our way through tornadoes
relaxing our weary souls under the stars
with the moon as our entertainer.

Many and so much more
have we gone through, together.
But it appears,
our journey's coming to an end
for you seem to have other plans.
Gladly, I would follow
But it seems,
my membership to our partnership has been terminated.


1702 hours (06/10/09)

Storm

The thunder booming in the sky
vibrating the hallway with its strength
The lightning pierce the grounds
slicing the sky in two
The droplets dance
synchronized; all very well
The wind gushes through
back and forth; desperate for some attention
Here comes the storm.


1638 hours (06/10/09)

The Song

Skipped a beat
a moment of silence
i smile
hearing the smile in your words

drumming a steady rhythm
with a high velocity
during an encounter
drumming a steady rhythm
an impressive solo
easy to the ears;
just you and me

the fortress dissolved
the armies pulled back
the gates, opened
let you in.

as it creeps,
your transition period.
changed;
it knows you no more.
it beats for you,
it knows you no more.

we tried,
we cannot push you out.
we tried.
we fall for your words every time.

but not a glance at it, you give.
it is always there; look behind you.
no matter.
you wouldn't.

and my heart, sadly,
hums a song
of a broken heart.


0920 hours (04/09/09)


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