The Judge

When your eyes
met
mine.
Sublime.


0744 (24/09/10)


Note : .

Yasmine

Precious,
you are,
do not doubt it for a second.
Such a rarity
a beautiful soul.
You were beautiful.
You are beautiful.


0752 (24/09/10)




Note : You shall always remain in our hearts, love. <3

Maybe I don't deserve you.

Or maybe you don't deserve me.

Whichever it is, we are the epitome of what is not meant to be.

Present

I must have been out of my mind.

I thought this was the ticket
to the next stop
my destination.
But this
is a whole new journey
so full of challenges
but still my ticket
to the next stop
my destination.

This journey (I thought when I choose to take it)
will be a breeze
but it is but that.
I am stuck in this train ride
going insanely fast
curving left to ride
when I still am in this state of mind
that I just board this ride.

1749hours 16/09/10

But I am not
for I
am already halfway through

What am I to do
Tell me what am I to do
I am lost in this ride
I am lost in this ride
going insanely fast


1006 hour (17/09/10)

Unreachable

I
have been searching
and each and every one
I
found
I
thought was the one that
I
was looking for.

I
was always proven wrong
for each and every one that
I
found
was not, will not and shall not be
the one that
I
am looking for.

I
had it broken
so many times
in the pursuit of finding
you.

You,
I
have found someone like
you
maybe it is
you
maybe my dream will come true.

But
I
have not the courage
nor the confidence
to even try
and if
I
don't
will you?

You
are unaware of my existence
indifferent to my presence
might not think that
I
was what you were looking for.

And so
you
remain
unreachable.


0633 hour (06/09/10)


Note : Creep by Radiohead