Soldier

I fought through battles and battles
I am here,
a worn out soldier.
A soldier nevertheless
I shall continue fighting through my battles
giving up will not be one of my commands
I shall arrange an epic strategy
for me to succeed
For I have the spirit of a soldier
and I know every battles would one day end
I am strong,
strong as a soldier.

0950 hour (27/08/10)


Notes : Insipired by AJ Rafael's "My Soldier" song. It's a really good song. It helped me to keep holding on when the goings get tough.

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I convinced myself
that I have the strength
the will and the passion
the highest determination
to pursue a future
in this field
hence I took the road already taken
and this is where it led me

Exposed and told of its difficulties
I have
But have I not the idea
that it would be this harsh on me
you can see my brain it's boiling
and my soul it's ripping
I lost every essence of me
as I convert into this confusion
I now claim as me

Do you have any idea?
How I can convince myself
that I have the strength
the will and the passion
the highest determination
because I set to find me
but I find myself losing more of me.

1502 hour (11/08/10)

Are your hands warm?

Because I'd like you to hold mine.


1645hours (4/8/10)