Help

I convinced myself
that I have the strength
the will and the passion
the highest determination
to pursue a future
in this field
hence I took the road already taken
and this is where it led me

Exposed and told of its difficulties
I have
But have I not the idea
that it would be this harsh on me
you can see my brain it's boiling
and my soul it's ripping
I lost every essence of me
as I convert into this confusion
I now claim as me

Do you have any idea?
How I can convince myself
that I have the strength
the will and the passion
the highest determination
because I set to find me
but I find myself losing more of me.

1502 hour (11/08/10)