The Battle of The Heart and The Mind

I should grow out of this habit of mine
thinking you are thinking of my
well-being and health
and possibly, my very face.

That very thought
is not only impossible to have
also to happen
I am aware.

But I write to speak for my heart
and at this moment
my heart says, so do you.
and it infuriates me that my heart says
that you wrote of me
when it isn't true, says my mind.

This is the battle of my heart and my mind
And you have complete power over who becomes the victor
Maybe my heart should not win
for nothing good will come of it
neither will there be
if it is the other way round.


0153 hour (10/03/10)