Mistake #(infinity)

I have been warned
but I paid no attention.
And again I face the consequences
of making this mistake
which is agreed by many, a mistake
which I took the chance to make
in hopes that the mistake
only mistaken as a mistake.

Look at how far we've gone
you are blind, boy.
And I,
blinded by you.

Closed my eyes to your imperfections.
You are perfect despite your imperfections.
Perfect, to me.
Perfect, for me.
But I know.
I am not, to you.
For you

I held on, so long,
too long.
Holding on for the sake of holding on.
That is where I am wrong.
Or was that the reason why?

This is not a promise,
that I can move on
or will move on.
Nor is it an announcement,
of me moving on.

This is just,
me,
being me.


2244 hour (02/01/10)

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