The Universe

Like the end of a downpour
the pitter-patter of the raindrops,
stopping.
Like the smell of freshly mowed grass,
fading.
I loved you.

Like how the Sun shows its affection to Earth
hugging it with its light
by day
and reminds Earth that it loves it still
through the Moon reflecting its light
by night
and hence,
it loves it always.
I have loved you with all my might.

But even the Sun will eventually come to its end.
I have loved you.


2226 hour (09/10/10)


Note : and life goes on.

Shadow

I am going to hide behind the shadows of gone,
even when I am here.
Because there is no point in reminding,
there is no point in stepping out of the shadow
because I am just a shadow.

A shadow.

You see and you forget.
You know it is there and you don't care
A shadow overshadowed by another
Another is important,
but, not I,
the shadow.

Just a shadow,
a shadow.
And what would you feel if you were just a shadow?
I know for I,
am just a shadow
for they,
who do not care.

But alas,
they are just a shadow
to a shadow.


1601 (2/10/10)


Note: .

The Judge

When your eyes
met
mine.
Sublime.


0744 (24/09/10)


Note : .

Yasmine

Precious,
you are,
do not doubt it for a second.
Such a rarity
a beautiful soul.
You were beautiful.
You are beautiful.


0752 (24/09/10)




Note : You shall always remain in our hearts, love. <3

Maybe I don't deserve you.

Or maybe you don't deserve me.

Whichever it is, we are the epitome of what is not meant to be.

Present

I must have been out of my mind.

I thought this was the ticket
to the next stop
my destination.
But this
is a whole new journey
so full of challenges
but still my ticket
to the next stop
my destination.

This journey (I thought when I choose to take it)
will be a breeze
but it is but that.
I am stuck in this train ride
going insanely fast
curving left to ride
when I still am in this state of mind
that I just board this ride.

1749hours 16/09/10

But I am not
for I
am already halfway through

What am I to do
Tell me what am I to do
I am lost in this ride
I am lost in this ride
going insanely fast


1006 hour (17/09/10)

Unreachable

I
have been searching
and each and every one
I
found
I
thought was the one that
I
was looking for.

I
was always proven wrong
for each and every one that
I
found
was not, will not and shall not be
the one that
I
am looking for.

I
had it broken
so many times
in the pursuit of finding
you.

You,
I
have found someone like
you
maybe it is
you
maybe my dream will come true.

But
I
have not the courage
nor the confidence
to even try
and if
I
don't
will you?

You
are unaware of my existence
indifferent to my presence
might not think that
I
was what you were looking for.

And so
you
remain
unreachable.


0633 hour (06/09/10)


Note : Creep by Radiohead