Present

I must have been out of my mind.

I thought this was the ticket
to the next stop
my destination.
But this
is a whole new journey
so full of challenges
but still my ticket
to the next stop
my destination.

This journey (I thought when I choose to take it)
will be a breeze
but it is but that.
I am stuck in this train ride
going insanely fast
curving left to ride
when I still am in this state of mind
that I just board this ride.

1749hours 16/09/10

But I am not
for I
am already halfway through

What am I to do
Tell me what am I to do
I am lost in this ride
I am lost in this ride
going insanely fast


1006 hour (17/09/10)