What I want?

I sense the warmth in the air
but I was kissed by the cold reality.

This day,
you remember me.
You chose this very day.
Have I no heart to forget you
Not today.
Not this very day.

I am tired of trying to figure out
of chasing everything said and done
searching for the pieces
to finish the puzzle
to make a sense of the picture you painted.
I am tired of being the one trying
pouring my effort into the boiling indifference
just to be dissolved ; forgotten.

I do not know what you want
Will you finally tell me?
Because,
I know what I want.


2040 hour (26/10/09)